Jealous sebenarnya tgk siti sarah meninggal dunia khusnul khatimah. Redha semua, doa masyarakat.
Covid ni lately makin aggresive. I takut sangat nak keluar rumah even nak prgi hospital appointment dgn oncologist. Nak beli grocery pun takut.
My husband takut sangat lepas dgr berita siti sarah sampai terbawak ke mimpi i sakit. Bangun tidur nangis.
I always doa biarlah i meninggal dulu before my husband sebab dia baik sgt. Dia lah pi kerja, dia lah buat semua house chores, u name it semua dia buat. I cuma masak sahaja. Itupun kalau i busy study, dia akn masak for me or beli.
Everytime dia nak prgi mana2 even nak prgi turun bawah je pun ke dapur ke apa mesti dia akan kiss hugs i dulu. I sakit dia jaga. I am very very thankful for my husband ya allah. The best gift ive ever asked.
Dia mengalah semua benda. Bila balik kampung dia, he knows i tak boleh baring kt lantai even berlapik toto pun i tk tahan tulang belakang i sakit, so dia mengalah kitorg tido hotel. Apa2 pun he will prioritise i dulu.
Now that i cant imagine living this life without him, and i dont want to.
Biarlah i meninggal dulu before my husband and my mom. I cant live without these 2 very very important person in my life 😭
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